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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

( @ 10:42 AM )

have i made e right decision? my thoughts are all in a swirl now.. i do not know what do i want... well, he said if its wad i want, he'll help me.. but if its fer daddy, he's not gg to help.. wad i wan is to make daddy''s dream come true.. so he's nt gg ot help me.. was it a right or wrong decision? im feeling sad, neutral bout this decision.. but i think he's disappointed wit me.. and that's what makes me sad.. x.x oh manx... how i wish i didn't tell him that im doing coz of daddy... haiixx.... im so lost without god.. i lost touch wit him so long le... im jux clinging on... nt knowing how to continue le...



how long can i keep this smiling face? i wonder... im trying to be bloody guai la... im forcing the smile and supressing this unhappiness in me... who can i talk to? god.. :'( i've become so pale... so ugly.. looks as though im sick.. i hate this complexion... i wan to be more tan... jux like previously..the smile is so real.. what is fake has become part of me.. oh well.. got to live wit it.. x(


well.. this pic is nice coz of e hair.. yea? haha.. prbly will keep this hair style fer a while..



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