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Friday, October 14, 2005

( bastard you @ 1:20 AM )

damm.. seriously today was spoilt by wad i asked elyn to tell me... haii... james was thr listening too.. we went to cine planning to watch movie however, due to my curfew, i couldn't n dragged them along.. =( got a new pairs of slippers, ate pastamania and played pool.. haha... fun i guess.. but during dinner when we were talking and james sitting thr keeping quiet, it was spoilt.. it ain't elyn's fault nor james's but mine.. cause i wanted to know something about junjie... what the heck..

here goes...
when elyn and tx was together, junjie told elyn he wanted to 'try' her coz she was firece enuff or something like that.. oh well... =( it jux reminds me how he lied to me on so many occasions.. is what elyn said true or wad? i wonder... SJI guys... flirts... bastards... jerks... argh.!! feel like drowning my sorrows wit alcohol like during chinese new year that time.. haii.. its wrong.. i know, u know... don't wanna go into a relationship lehx.. feel so cheated though im sinerce... i dun get it.. am i really that gullible? am i so easy to trick?

dunno la.. today couldn't smile much... besides that.. i wasn't feeling well oso... had vv bad headache the whole time.. but hey.! i tried to smile at least.. james went MS clubbing with his frenx.. although he was totally shacked... ltr he still working.. hope he'll be ok.. jux pray hard that he won't work till he fall.. like a few people i know... =((elyn lehx.. she nt planning to take o's this yr coz she not ready... if she ain't ready, den e nxt time whr will be ready? worry for her.. btw, she n james tgt horx, will make a vv nice couple.. always laming around and playing pool... haha... was like looking at them during pool game when they side by side... real nice.. can imagine both of them tgt... =P anway it ain't my decision but theirs so i shan't talk more bout it..

tml last day le, but graduation postponed to end of o's... class personal one too... cause gary's mom suddenly passed away... it gotta be real hard on him esp this period of o's... i know how it feels to lose someone close.. but it cannot be compared to him.. he's real courageous, being able to smile and joke still... =) i ain't studying cause i ain't got any motivation... after what i know today, i feel like a slut.. so easily cheated on... ='( dun wanna this kinda attraction pls lord.. i jux wanna stay single till someone comes along yea? thx...

to end this post, i'll jux post my emotions n feelings..
im sad,a angry,demoralised and feel so inferior to many.. i ain't pretty.. my actions and character ain't pretty too..



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