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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

( @ 10:42 AM )

have i made e right decision? my thoughts are all in a swirl now.. i do not know what do i want... well, he said if its wad i want, he'll help me.. but if its fer daddy, he's not gg to help.. wad i wan is to make daddy''s dream come true.. so he's nt gg ot help me.. was it a right or wrong decision? im feeling sad, neutral bout this decision.. but i think he's disappointed wit me.. and that's what makes me sad.. x.x oh manx... how i wish i didn't tell him that im doing coz of daddy... haiixx.... im so lost without god.. i lost touch wit him so long le... im jux clinging on... nt knowing how to continue le...



how long can i keep this smiling face? i wonder... im trying to be bloody guai la... im forcing the smile and supressing this unhappiness in me... who can i talk to? god.. :'( i've become so pale... so ugly.. looks as though im sick.. i hate this complexion... i wan to be more tan... jux like previously..the smile is so real.. what is fake has become part of me.. oh well.. got to live wit it.. x(


well.. this pic is nice coz of e hair.. yea? haha.. prbly will keep this hair style fer a while..



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( Reflections @ 3:52 AM )

Christina Aguilera
Reflections

Look at me, You may think you see who i really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday its as if I play a part
Now i see if i wear a mask
I can fool the world but i cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl i see staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show who i am inside

I am now in a world where i have to hide my heart and what i believe in
but somehow i will show the world what's inside my heart
and be loved for who i am

Who is that girl i see staring straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i don't know
must i pretend that im someone else for all time
when will my reflection show who i am inside

There's a heart that must be free to fly
that burns with a need to know the reason why
why must we all conceal what we think how we feel
must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide

I won't pretend that i'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show who i am inside
when will my reflection show who i am inside





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well... tt's how i feel rite now.. ):



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