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Monday, July 18, 2005
( @ 12:01 AM )
zzzzzz... so much work.. so much burden.. oh lord pls lift this burden can? i really feel vv sad and scared.. i wanna cry but tears dun flow.. my heart is hardened... hw lord?? can u pls help me? i dunno how to say this in words.. so im typing lord.. u can see rite? i noe u rather i ask thru my mouth coz tt's wad mouth is made fer... e purpose.. wads my purpose lord.. wad izit?? i wannna see u lord.. i wanna feel u holding me in ur arms.. . so much work,, everyday tcher throw 2,3 papers at us n wan us to finish a 2 hr paper in an hr.. hw? i dunno leh! work piling up.. even as i slp... i think of the work i have.. only when i come before u do i den nt think of it..i feel like filling myself wit pain lord.. feel like hurting myself.. so i can take e burden away.. truth is that burden will still stay.. i look at my frenx n im like e one so stressed bout work.. i wanna relax.. but hw? ytd during svc i did.. my trust in u i put... coz trust in riches will bring me nowhr.. i was scared lord.. hw was i gonna survive.. but i'll walk i faith... who else but u can i talk to? as in talk to n nt feel akward... edwin? xenia? james? jj? or who? dun hab lehx.. only u... some times i dunno wad to do.. i feel so lost..i love u lord... i really do.. i dun wanna let u go.. pls dun let me go ever.. can?? i wanna be held tight in ur embrace.. lord.. i give u my heart lord.. i give u my love... i give u my thanks fer giving me everything... alv b/s.. i vv sad... i couldn't see it.. yet o/rs could.. y?? y couldn't i see it? feel responsible lor.. zzz.. smtimes.. i wonder wad i shld do....
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