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Sunday, August 21, 2005
( @ 11:50 PM )
well.. haven't been blogging... probly tt's y i feel so heavy hearted... haix.. dunno lehx.. got a grade 5 fer chinese... kinda disappointed.. but gt a merit fer oral.. ahahha.. hai ke yi.. sch isn't gettin better fer me... hmm.. so much critism and stress... as much as i wish to do my qt, i dun have e disciplin... sad... dunno wads in me... sometimes i wish to jux vanish frm e face of the earth... although today cg vv blessful, still e burden is there... wanted to talk to sis jo but didn't get a chance.. i wanna go prayer meeting in da morning den tell sis jo... but dunno if will make it in time fer sch... gt amaths exam.. i tink i shall go... hmmm... seriously i dunno who to talk to... i dunno lehx.. GOD... i noe... but i dunno how to say.. thats y i type out.. although i gt a mouth... anyway.. really feel that i shldn't care bout him anymore.. i shln't care bout my emotions anymore... its a waste of time and memory space... kinda weird thinking bout yea... that's me le... i have difficulty looking on the bright side le... i have difficulty in experiencing joy... sometimes its really a mask.. like wad Sy Rogers said... we put on a mask in fear that people around willl not accept for who we are... that we are ashamed of our history and ourselves... haix... fer me.. yea... although i have let it go.. i can't seem to not feel ashame... feel so.. so... haix... history will nv be erased.. daddy says that it would be nice having 2 lawyers at home but i feel otherwise... i wan to do something in sports or psychology... haix... im off...
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