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The child Age: School: Birthday: About you: previous posts haiyo.! YAY! lala 2oo6 - new chapter have i made e right decision? my thoughts are all ... Reflections njc njc njc njc njc njc njc njc... shld i or not..... prom is over.. yea, offically graduated... oh well... hahah.. its 2 am and i am still not slping... gt m... past Jun 20, 2005 Jun 22, 2005 Jun 23, 2005 Jun 25, 2005 Jun 30, 2005 Jul 7, 2005 Jul 9, 2005 Jul 15, 2005 Jul 18, 2005 Aug 21, 2005 Aug 22, 2005 Aug 28, 2005 Aug 30, 2005 Aug 31, 2005 Sep 3, 2005 Oct 12, 2005 Oct 14, 2005 Oct 24, 2005 Nov 1, 2005 Nov 3, 2005 Nov 4, 2005 Nov 8, 2005 Nov 14, 2005 Nov 29, 2005 Nov 30, 2005 Jan 12, 2006 Jan 4, 2007 Jan 6, 2007 Jan 14, 2007 Jan 15, 2007 links link link link link link
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005 ( @ 8:07 AM )  njc njc njc njc njc njc njc njc... shld i or not... GOD HELP ME PLS he said he will help pull strings fer me to try get me in.. he doing it fer me nt daddy... he asked ' do YOU want to go there? if YOU want i will help you...' he said tt if im doing it fer daddy he won't help me... haiix.. truely he still cares bout me... the way he talked to me i can tell.. i was like saying ' my daddy dun like you...' den he said ' dun like dun like lorx.. nvm one... i helping you not your daddy..' something will be gained and something will be lost.. wat will it be? what will be lost if i gained softball... actually like nth lorx.. but am i willing to give up softball yet? only god knows... softball... if i give up, i'll let myself and may more dwn... but if i dun, i will let god and church frenx dwn... which path? a or b? i will only decide later part of the day.. will talk to him bout wat i feel.. he say he will bring me go club trainings one of these days.. pls... god... let it all be according to ur plan yes? and i pray hard that i can go follow my dreams at the same time god.. im jux lost... a lost sheep wandering ard.. 0 comments ( @ 4:14 AM )  prom is over.. yea, offically graduated... oh well... i dyed my hair purple red thus i cannot go back fer trainings... x.x too bad... a must to go first three months and JC... no choice.. so many things happened and alot of pressure on family.. probly only God knows.. wanna talk to mc bout e stuff happening.. oh well... not sure what to do.. daddy is afraid i will end up like J.. i gt nth to say... daddy sick... lost 3kg in 5wks.. im scared.. thats y i wanna talk to mc...  wanna hear what he gt to say... although daddy dun like me to talk to him... i wan him to understand that not everything i can tell him and that i can tell it to a specific someone else... oh well... xin bu zhai yan... can see sh is avoiding me... im so lost in touch wit God... nt sure what happened however, this year has been kinda sucky... nv grow much.. declined in fact... oh well, its late, 4am le.. better go slp... SAD.! BROKEN.! SCARED.! wanna cry till its all over... wanna give up... but i gotta face reality.. KRISTINE.! BE STRONG.!0 comments |